Up-and-down

My blog is being covered with dust, a super thick one, for a long time, but I have no time to clear away the dirt. Feel so sorry to my lovely blog which has been accompanying me whenever up-and-down, and I realized that blogging is undoubtedly the best way to abreact the extreme feelings.

I just finished Biology mock exam today and I did it badly, couldn't finish the paper in time. Then, I'll have IELTS test on this saturday morning which means that I couldn't go back home this weekend. And, I have no more time to be wasted over the journey travel back and forth because I am having 3 mock exams next week !

Well, from August onward, sadness always by my side, everything just not in streamline. I noticed that I smile lesser, and tears is my best companion for most of the nights. Yes, love never simple, but communication is the staple problem of it. I have been trying so hard to protect myself from hurts, like a hermit crab, but I just cannot stow the exuberant feelings. It leaked out somehow. I always remind myself to be strong and not to have feelings like sadness and anger whenever they impinge upon me.

I'd like to buy the exquisite hand-made fabric cover of diary which I saw it in Poco, because I want to own a diary. The reason why I still not start to write diary yet is because I haven't found a fancy diary. And yet, the cover that I mention will resolve the problem. I must buy it in the next visit though it's quite expensive.

by_bittercoffee