Tears...

Tears,
first drop,
second drop,
dropped on my shirt.

The small volcano within me comes to the end of its endurance and erupted eventually...

I tried to suppress it from streaming, but all of my efforts are in vain. I am upset everytime I come back to here, but I never weep for it, the tears had been swallowing back to my body and forgotten. This is the first time I cry in my hostel.

I am thinking about him, I want to text him a message...ask him to console my incomplete heart and say that we are only able to be friends, couldn't more than that. I haven't even able to type a word, he called me just in time. When I heard his voice, I cried even more badly. He very gan jiong, keep asking me what had happened. Then he started to scold me:" Play play play, no need to study la, how you going to be independent in your future ?" I could feel his caring though he was scolding me, I miss the past, but the feeling just couldn't allow me to go back...

I am so selfish, I had hurted him....I know he is back to me earnestly this time, but I only need his caring, nothing else.

I need caring ~
But ignored his love ~

by_bittercoffee ^^