在一个巧合的机遇下，公主在世界的某个角落遇见了王子。他们没见过对方，只以聊天的方式来维持关系。虽然只是仅仅的聊天，竟让他们的心紧紧地联系在一起。每一天，公主都期待王子的出现。不知不觉地...他们喜欢上了对方！
王子浓郁的爱，总让公主感到很幸福。他时时刻刻的疼惜、呵护、安慰，让公主不得不爱上他！
可是....不久后，公主与王子分开了。因为公主曾经被爱伤害过，她害怕接受新的恋情会让她再次的受伤！可是，那次的分开，竟伤害了王子。公主很后悔，因为自己的过去，而伤害到了无辜人的心！在寻寻觅觅中，更多人的心....被公主伤害了！她开始讨厌这样的自己，只会伤害别人的自己。她把自己封闭起来，不想再爱了，因为她累了，总觉得这世上不会再有“爱”的存在！
爱，已随风飘去，不再回来！
停泊的当儿，公主想起了王子的好。她开始怀念王子的一切--跛山涉水地到寒冷的国度里寻找公主。冬天里王子温暖的拥抱；每天晚上睡前的慰安问暖，这些甜蜜的举止化作炯炯的烈火给公主取暖，融化了她的心。
于是，公主鼓起勇气向王子示爱。原来他们都没有忘记过对方，正等待着爱神再次的降临。王子依旧疼惜呵护着公主，就象以往一般；当王子遇到严峻的考验时，公主也为王子加油打气。他们以为这就是个圆美的结局。
其实，在公主内心深处的那道疤还没愈合，一碰即伤。某天，火山爆发了，公主只知道逃跑，剩下受伤害的王子停留在原地........
其实，王子希望的...并不是愚昧的逃避，而是面对的勇气，对吧？！公主感到很抱歉，因为她再次伤害了王子！二度伤害不知会否让王子对“爱”失去信心？公主很后悔，也很遗憾，缺乏勇敢让她再度陷入泥沼。她还是想念王子的，可是不再勇敢表白，或许她根本没有那资格！她深怕王子脆弱的心灵会再次因为她一时的怯场而破碎，所以她选择保留原地。她只希望，哪怕是奢望，王子能够原谅她。
孤单的月，衬托出了公主的孤独......显得更寂寞！
by_bittercoffee ^^
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
UNtangled ^^
Henceforward,
I'm untangled with all the problems I'd had before...
Means that I'd never pigheaded again --
fastened myself on him.
I realised that how absurd I used to be....
However,
I set my mind on to set him free in the ultimate.
Let go,
just let him be....
At once,
I am unfixed....
Relax with no worries,
I'm returned to myself,
aboriginally......
That's me !!!
LOL,
should seek for some leng zai,
and may start a connection....
Everything start afresh !!!
Yeah...cheers !!!
by_bittercoffee ^^
I'm untangled with all the problems I'd had before...
Means that I'd never pigheaded again --
fastened myself on him.
I realised that how absurd I used to be....
However,
I set my mind on to set him free in the ultimate.
Let go,
just let him be....
At once,
I am unfixed....
Relax with no worries,
I'm returned to myself,
aboriginally......
That's me !!!
LOL,
should seek for some leng zai,
and may start a connection....
Everything start afresh !!!
Yeah...cheers !!!
by_bittercoffee ^^
Monday, May 25, 2009
Happy Birthday to YOU...
26 May 2009
Your 18 years old birthday...
Happy birthday to you,
wish you have a memorable birthday.
My wish was inwardly at least....
Who would consort with you now?
Or I should say,
who is the one has the competency to string along with you?!
I think I'm definitely not the one who was eligible...
I wanna to present you a gift,
though I'm not your beloved,
for this moment....
I know,
you would be lonely,
IF you are not with her now....
That's why I want to with you.
Last year,
the same date...
I bought you a gift,
I don't even know the feeling of touch
was genuinely or just a pseudo?!
The way you used to console me?
Whatsoever,
I expected it was the pure-hearted...
But...
I found that IT had been forsaken in the corner !!!
I want to know if my sincere had been befooled...
And that's also why I don't buy you a gift this year,
I hate the scenario replay again...
Then how about my birthday?!
Would you come along with me?
There is left less than 1 month till my birthday...
I wondered...
Maybe this is the only wish of my birthday,
to see you,
come with me,
with a sincere-heart....!!!
Remember...?
You owed me a gift since last year?!
Can I want it back?
I knew I miss you much...
Last word,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY...
by_bittercoffee ^^
Your 18 years old birthday...
Happy birthday to you,
wish you have a memorable birthday.
My wish was inwardly at least....
Who would consort with you now?
Or I should say,
who is the one has the competency to string along with you?!
I think I'm definitely not the one who was eligible...
I wanna to present you a gift,
though I'm not your beloved,
for this moment....
I know,
you would be lonely,
IF you are not with her now....
That's why I want to with you.
Last year,
the same date...
I bought you a gift,
I don't even know the feeling of touch
was genuinely or just a pseudo?!
The way you used to console me?
Whatsoever,
I expected it was the pure-hearted...
But...
I found that IT had been forsaken in the corner !!!
I want to know if my sincere had been befooled...
And that's also why I don't buy you a gift this year,
I hate the scenario replay again...
Then how about my birthday?!
Would you come along with me?
There is left less than 1 month till my birthday...
I wondered...
Maybe this is the only wish of my birthday,
to see you,
come with me,
with a sincere-heart....!!!
Remember...?
You owed me a gift since last year?!
Can I want it back?
I knew I miss you much...
Last word,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY...
by_bittercoffee ^^
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Beer ~ ~
reddish face + sad = BLUE
That day,
we drank again....
Not because of sadness,
but also not for any particular excitement !
We can't find any appealling and delightful restaurant,
so we went to 7-11 to buy the beer !!!
Each of us drank 1 bottle of beer.
Heineken and Carlsberg....
H.mmm.,
I preferred Heineken....
Silly thing we did:
we parked the car outside McD,
and increased the volume of music of the car
and....
Cheers inside it !!!
We made the ambience to climax ourselves...
Idiot !!!
I drank the whole bottle,
then stars began appeared around my head,
then stars began appeared around my head,
dazzled.....
Who says drinking can make one person delight again?!
I says:
Drinking made people felt bad,
dizzy...
and the head as if to burst !!!
Yet,
sad + sad + sad +++ sad
Is suffering actually....
I almost walk in zigzag if I continued to drink...
My face was totally reddish,
My face was totally reddish,
and worried will be scolded if go back home with that damn hue !!!
So,
Huai drove slowly,
we reached home about 1.00am more....
Hohoho,
I rushed into the washroom to clear-headed,
no one awared that I had drank !!!
by_bittercoffee ^^
粽子～ho chak
Dragon Boat Festival
What a special name of our chinese tradition feast day....
I realised that many of the youngling don't know much about this festival
Today i watch the TV news,
Today i watch the TV news,
then a nescience girl answered:
I don't know who was the great man to commemorate at this festival...
=.=lll
Haiz....
As a chinese should know about the story,
the great feats of our chinese poet !!!
Yet,
learn the method to do the glutinous rice dumpling.
Ngek ngek ngek,
I know how to make it !!!
Kakaka,
the whole process is quite interesting,
and it can also enhanced the relationship between family members...
You know,
I managed to make myself a bunch of the glutinous rice dumpling,
and it tasted not bad too !!!
First step:
Manage with 2 indocalamus leaves (bamboo leaf) in your hand,
then fold the leaves into shape.
Second step:
Put some glutinous rice in it,
and also the other ingredients.
(pork, bean, mushroom, dry oyster)
After that,
fill in some more glutinous rice on it to make it well-knit.
Third step:
Fold the leaves down to cover it,
and shape it into the figure.
Forth step:
Wrap the glutinous rice dumpling with the packthread.
The GLUTINOUS RICE DUMPLING was done !!!
Both of the pictures above were my productions,
I did them in person...
The dazzled yellow plastic cord was the symbol of mine.
Hehe ^^
A meaningful chinese tradition day....
by_bittercoffee ^^
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
FunnY ~ ~
Guys,
there are something
funny+foolish event
wanna sharing with you...
But please don't jeer or mock at me ya...
LOL........~
One day,
I went Sunway Pyramid with Huai.
We parked our car at the base,
then we need to take the lift that leaded to the shopping mall...
Here,
the belly laugh event happened !!!
I can't saw the lift,
but my friend said the lift was there...
I was hesitating and looked at the lift
(which I don't know it was a lift) for a long moment !
After few minutes,
I just awared about it !!!
torpid + torpor
Haiz...
Then the next...
We want to get back home,
so we wait for the lift....
Actually we waited for it for a quite long time,
so I was idling and having self-snapping...
I was enjoyed my own time.
Idoit !!!
I was faced to the lift,
because the lift was beautiful and looked like a mirror...
So,
I'm playing silly bugger....
Ding Dong....
The door was opened,
and twenty more persons' eyes were staring at me !!!!
Oh, God...
What a shame !!!
I was ashamed and hence I didn't step in the lift...
So,
we waited for the next turn.
Ding Dong...
The door was opened.
And.....
The passengers in the lift were the same !!!
They saw me and grinned....
I even not dare to raise my head,
but to lower my head instead....
Damn !!!
We stepped into the lift though....
My face was losing entirely !!!
God !!!
by_bittercoffee ^^
there are something
funny+foolish event
wanna sharing with you...
But please don't jeer or mock at me ya...
LOL........~
One day,
I went Sunway Pyramid with Huai.
We parked our car at the base,
then we need to take the lift that leaded to the shopping mall...
Here,
the belly laugh event happened !!!
I can't saw the lift,
but my friend said the lift was there...
I was hesitating and looked at the lift
(which I don't know it was a lift) for a long moment !
After few minutes,
I just awared about it !!!
torpid + torpor
Haiz...
Then the next...
We want to get back home,
so we wait for the lift....
Actually we waited for it for a quite long time,
so I was idling and having self-snapping...
I was enjoyed my own time.
Idoit !!!
I was faced to the lift,
because the lift was beautiful and looked like a mirror...
So,
I'm playing silly bugger....
Ding Dong....
The door was opened,
and twenty more persons' eyes were staring at me !!!!
Oh, God...
What a shame !!!
I was ashamed and hence I didn't step in the lift...
So,
we waited for the next turn.
Ding Dong...
The door was opened.
And.....
The passengers in the lift were the same !!!
They saw me and grinned....
I even not dare to raise my head,
but to lower my head instead....
Damn !!!
We stepped into the lift though....
My face was losing entirely !!!
God !!!
by_bittercoffee ^^
Saturday, May 16, 2009
DOWN...X2
Today,
Theresa and I went to Bt. Tinggi
to fetch Su Ying and Li Yen
and also today...
there was a feast at somewhere
which was his brother's wedding night...
When I came back from Bt. Tinggi,
they passed the restaurant...
and then
passed his house!
Li Yen said:
He was already at there,
will not at home lar,
what are you looking for?
Haiz...maybe she was right!
What I was seeking?
I was eager to see his shadow in the house?
(Woosh, then I must counter ghost...kaka)
But...am I disappointed when I didn't saw him?
YES...I DID !!!
I'm a failure in LOVE....truely !!!
Then about 11.00pm
Qing and I went to Bt. Tinggi....
I don't want to be at home tonight,
wanna out but the place never to Jenjarom.
Maybe...
I just want to escaped from the place?!
To drive at speed was my main purpose...
Hm.m.....
Feel so good after the drive !
Then...we DRINK at Station 1....
Carlsberg,
the first time I felt like I was grown
and act bad...kaka
The first time I drink because of L.O.V.E
But the feeling was good,
I like it !!!
My mood say goodbye to the gloomy blue...
Cheer up again !!!
LOL, XD
But,
we encountered police block when we back home...
Don't worry,
I had already re-do my IC
and I brought along my driving license
so...
we passed it easily,
though the police checked me...
due to my YOUNG look,
LOL
Thanks to all my friend for your caring...
Sorry for making you worrying about me,
I will be okey !!!
by_bittercoffee ^^
Theresa and I went to Bt. Tinggi
to fetch Su Ying and Li Yen
and also today...
there was a feast at somewhere
which was his brother's wedding night...
When I came back from Bt. Tinggi,
they passed the restaurant...
and then
passed his house!
Li Yen said:
He was already at there,
will not at home lar,
what are you looking for?
Haiz...maybe she was right!
What I was seeking?
I was eager to see his shadow in the house?
(Woosh, then I must counter ghost...kaka)
But...am I disappointed when I didn't saw him?
YES...I DID !!!
I'm a failure in LOVE....truely !!!
Then about 11.00pm
Qing and I went to Bt. Tinggi....
I don't want to be at home tonight,
wanna out but the place never to Jenjarom.
Maybe...
I just want to escaped from the place?!
To drive at speed was my main purpose...
Hm.m.....
Feel so good after the drive !
Then...we DRINK at Station 1....
Carlsberg,
the first time I felt like I was grown
and act bad...kaka
The first time I drink because of L.O.V.E
But the feeling was good,
I like it !!!
My mood say goodbye to the gloomy blue...
Cheer up again !!!
LOL, XD
But,
we encountered police block when we back home...
Don't worry,
I had already re-do my IC
and I brought along my driving license
so...
we passed it easily,
though the police checked me...
due to my YOUNG look,
LOL
Thanks to all my friend for your caring...
Sorry for making you worrying about me,
I will be okey !!!
by_bittercoffee ^^
Friday, May 15, 2009
DOWN....
今天的心情
超超超超 D.O.W.N
去 Sunway 回来
吃了饭过后
凉都没冲
就和二姐在看戏
知道什么戏吗？
日、韩版流星花园
p/s：韩版的比较好看
日版的就只有花泽类帅
其他的就免谈了！
结果呢
看到变成自己在哭
（因为戏里也有感动的部分
所以姐不知道我在哭）
是不是高招？！
那种心情和那时的失恋是一样的
重复X2
我到底哪根肠子得罪了你？！
你非要这样折磨我不可吗？！
凌晨一点多
我去冲凉
冲凉时竟然也哭了
没有声音的哭
静悄悄的哭
是自来水还是泪水都分不清
今天
在悲哀中度过.......................
by_bittercoffee ^^
超超超超 D.O.W.N
去 Sunway 回来
吃了饭过后
凉都没冲
就和二姐在看戏
知道什么戏吗？
日、韩版流星花园
p/s：韩版的比较好看
日版的就只有花泽类帅
其他的就免谈了！
结果呢
看到变成自己在哭
（因为戏里也有感动的部分
所以姐不知道我在哭）
是不是高招？！
那种心情和那时的失恋是一样的
重复X2
我到底哪根肠子得罪了你？！
你非要这样折磨我不可吗？！
凌晨一点多
我去冲凉
冲凉时竟然也哭了
没有声音的哭
静悄悄的哭
是自来水还是泪水都分不清
今天
在悲哀中度过.......................
by_bittercoffee ^^
他和她的故事 2
最终
他并没有回到她的身边
他还是那么霸道地
占据了她整个心房
满满地
满满的
不久后
他和那个女人分开了
又复合
分分离离
他
她
那个女人
三角关系纠缠不清
多次
他叫她去找他
他总是用些甜言蜜语哄她
她以为他还是爱着她的
可是
见了面以后
他就不当她是一回事
再次
冷淡以对
多少次
他是这样的哄骗她
一次又一次的欺骗
一次又一次的伤害
一次又一次的心痛
她说服自己
他没有骗她
他还爱着她
后来
他带着那个女人
去见他的家人
她
伤心欲绝
他跟她说
他跟那个女人复合
是为了报复
因为那个女人出卖了他
他终有一天会离开那个女人的
他要她
给他时间
他要她
等他回头
等待
一秒如一年
她不想再纠缠下去
于是
她问他
是否还爱着她？
他说不是
她问他
是否爱着那个女人？
他说是
那样的回答
把她玻璃般脆弱的心
狠狠地从高楼摔下
哔哩吧啷
全都碎了
他一时说爱她
一时又说爱那女人
她已分不清
什么是真话
什么是假话
唯一的真心话是
她从没放弃过他
她总是默默地等待着他
哪怕是一辈子
等待
等待
等待
by_bittercoffee ^^
他并没有回到她的身边
他还是那么霸道地
占据了她整个心房
满满地
满满的
不久后
他和那个女人分开了
又复合
分分离离
他
她
那个女人
三角关系纠缠不清
多次
他叫她去找他
他总是用些甜言蜜语哄她
她以为他还是爱着她的
可是
见了面以后
他就不当她是一回事
再次
冷淡以对
多少次
他是这样的哄骗她
一次又一次的欺骗
一次又一次的伤害
一次又一次的心痛
她说服自己
他没有骗她
他还爱着她
后来
他带着那个女人
去见他的家人
她
伤心欲绝
他跟她说
他跟那个女人复合
是为了报复
因为那个女人出卖了他
他终有一天会离开那个女人的
他要她
给他时间
他要她
等他回头
等待
一秒如一年
她不想再纠缠下去
于是
她问他
是否还爱着她？
他说不是
她问他
是否爱着那个女人？
他说是
那样的回答
把她玻璃般脆弱的心
狠狠地从高楼摔下
哔哩吧啷
全都碎了
他一时说爱她
一时又说爱那女人
她已分不清
什么是真话
什么是假话
唯一的真心话是
她从没放弃过他
她总是默默地等待着他
哪怕是一辈子
等待
等待
等待
by_bittercoffee ^^
他和她的故事 1
从前
他和她是一对相爱的恋人
可是
他是个令人讨厌的人
她的朋友都不喜欢他
渐渐的
她和她的朋友疏远了
她失去了朋友
生活里就只剩下他
他是她唯一的依靠
所以
她每天晚上都去找他
等他放工
然后望着他吃晚餐的样子
那时候的她
很幸福
等待
成了她的习惯
不久
他和她分开了
他在外攒花惹草
玩得尽情后
再次回到了她的身边
她不问他一句话
因为她总相信
他始终是爱她的
她害怕再次失去他
所以
她把他管得很严
她以为这样
可以绑住他的心
可是
他
是个向往自由的人
从不接受别人的约束
就这样
他
开始寻找适合自己的生活方式
一年后
他和她分开了
他投向另一个女人的怀抱
而她
正等待着他不完整的爱
原来
她认识那个女人
才发现
他还未和她分手前
已经和那个女人在一起几个月了
她只能嘲笑自己的愚蠢
可是
她始终相信
他会再次回到她的身边
等待
早已成为她的习惯
by_bittercoffee ^^
他和她是一对相爱的恋人
可是
他是个令人讨厌的人
她的朋友都不喜欢他
渐渐的
她和她的朋友疏远了
她失去了朋友
生活里就只剩下他
他是她唯一的依靠
所以
她每天晚上都去找他
等他放工
然后望着他吃晚餐的样子
那时候的她
很幸福
等待
成了她的习惯
不久
他和她分开了
他在外攒花惹草
玩得尽情后
再次回到了她的身边
她不问他一句话
因为她总相信
他始终是爱她的
她害怕再次失去他
所以
她把他管得很严
她以为这样
可以绑住他的心
可是
他
是个向往自由的人
从不接受别人的约束
就这样
他
开始寻找适合自己的生活方式
一年后
他和她分开了
他投向另一个女人的怀抱
而她
正等待着他不完整的爱
原来
她认识那个女人
才发现
他还未和她分手前
已经和那个女人在一起几个月了
她只能嘲笑自己的愚蠢
可是
她始终相信
他会再次回到她的身边
等待
早已成为她的习惯
by_bittercoffee ^^
Thursday, May 14, 2009
annoy.i.n.g
Those days...damn vexing !
I didn't get JPA offering to study abroad,
they offered me to study foundation ONLY instead !!!
Do you know what the excuse they used??!
Berikutan bilangan tempat yang terhad berbanding bilangan calon cemerlang yang memohon, JPA tidak dapat menawarkan penajaan kepada saudari untuk pengajian ke luar negara.
Walaubagaimanapun JPA bersetuju untuk menawarkan biasiswa kepada saudari untuk melanjutkan pengajian di peringkat Persediaan/Foundation di bawah Institusi Pengajian Tinggi Swasta yang akan ditetapkan oleh JPA.
Shit !!!
Kao,
ONLY foundation ?!
So I went to SMK TPG to register for Form 6 as my spare tyre
if JPA is IMPOSSIBILITY !
Other than that,
I also appeal through Youth MCA...
And there is a good news today,
topic of excellent student didn't get JPA will be discuss in Cabinet Council !!!
Hope that I can successfully reverse the previous judgement to study oversea !
Ngek ngek ngek......
Haiz,
all my friends had started their college life gradually...
Even the latest is June,
but how about me??
What I can do is:
just WAIT........WAIT.........WAIT
The offer letter (IPTS) would be send to me on 16 June,
then I have to register at certain office,
then have to wait again,
then..then..then......
INVEST my time !!!
I hate gov....
NEVER come to effective jobs,
and that's why our country do not gain ground !!!
Many scholars of our country run off to other country
just because too many injustice happen in our community,
it is unbearable !!!
Our country was undergoing loss...
But they don't know or even care about this !!!
Please, please...enhance your awareness and take account on it !!!
by_bittercoffee ^^
I didn't get JPA offering to study abroad,
they offered me to study foundation ONLY instead !!!
Do you know what the excuse they used??!
Berikutan bilangan tempat yang terhad berbanding bilangan calon cemerlang yang memohon, JPA tidak dapat menawarkan penajaan kepada saudari untuk pengajian ke luar negara.
Walaubagaimanapun JPA bersetuju untuk menawarkan biasiswa kepada saudari untuk melanjutkan pengajian di peringkat Persediaan/Foundation di bawah Institusi Pengajian Tinggi Swasta yang akan ditetapkan oleh JPA.
Shit !!!
Kao,
ONLY foundation ?!
So I went to SMK TPG to register for Form 6 as my spare tyre
if JPA is IMPOSSIBILITY !
Other than that,
I also appeal through Youth MCA...
And there is a good news today,
topic of excellent student didn't get JPA will be discuss in Cabinet Council !!!
Hope that I can successfully reverse the previous judgement to study oversea !
Ngek ngek ngek......
Haiz,
all my friends had started their college life gradually...
Even the latest is June,
but how about me??
What I can do is:
just WAIT........WAIT.........WAIT
The offer letter (IPTS) would be send to me on 16 June,
then I have to register at certain office,
then have to wait again,
then..then..then......
INVEST my time !!!
I hate gov....
NEVER come to effective jobs,
and that's why our country do not gain ground !!!
Many scholars of our country run off to other country
just because too many injustice happen in our community,
it is unbearable !!!
Our country was undergoing loss...
But they don't know or even care about this !!!
Please, please...enhance your awareness and take account on it !!!
by_bittercoffee ^^
Saturday, May 9, 2009
衰、衰、衰
五月1 - 7号以内
我去了云顶两次
问你够力吗？
当然够力啦！
被爸骂得狗血淋头
可是......
最后还是去了！
肖羊的
真是.....衰！
咳，跌倒不用紧
IC 不见了
钱也不见了
我还特地上网查看不见 IC 的罪行有多重？！
结果呢，
罚款一百零吉
另加十零吉手续费
TMD
几够力下
我的钱不见了
不敢跟爸妈说....
怕欠骂！
可是
后果还是被骂
“叫你不去你死都要去，
现在 IC 不见了罚款你自己给，
开学的东西要用到 IC 我看你怎办”
把那天晚上到隔天，
爸都不和我说话
脸臭到十英里都嗅得到！
我....几惭愧下的！
还有
JPA 没我的份儿！
伤心 + ing.......
我到底行什么运？
幸运超人可以借点运气给我吗？
by_bittercoffee ^^
我去了云顶两次
问你够力吗？
当然够力啦！
被爸骂得狗血淋头
可是......
最后还是去了！
肖羊的
真是.....衰！
咳，跌倒不用紧
IC 不见了
钱也不见了
我还特地上网查看不见 IC 的罪行有多重？！
结果呢，
罚款一百零吉
另加十零吉手续费
TMD
几够力下
我的钱不见了
不敢跟爸妈说....
怕欠骂！
可是
后果还是被骂
“叫你不去你死都要去，
现在 IC 不见了罚款你自己给，
开学的东西要用到 IC 我看你怎办”
把那天晚上到隔天，
爸都不和我说话
脸臭到十英里都嗅得到！
我....几惭愧下的！
还有
JPA 没我的份儿！
伤心 + ing.......
我到底行什么运？
幸运超人可以借点运气给我吗？
by_bittercoffee ^^
Friday, May 8, 2009
BombsheLL
I'm right back now !
Sorry for I still haven't transfer my photo from my handphone to computer,
so can't share with you guys now...
But I will try to upload it ASAP !
It's quite invest my time you know...
Actually what I want to say was being mentioned by Esthar,
so you may know what was happening....
All the things that happened was out of luck,
I wondered if the day was fall on the evil day !
Maybe I should said that 3 out of 4 persons are symbolizing as goat,
and for your information...
goat and cow would encounter bad luck this year !!
So when we altogether to accumulate the bad luck,
haha...just my noncent perception
1.
Oni and I always fall down when we were walking !
Wakao...and I even extended my leg became '-----'
People walked toward us were jeering at me...I knew about it
Haiz, lose face !!!
2.
At night,
we went to a place....Sxxxxx,
one guy HOLD my hand !!
Oh SHIT, I was shocked and get off his hand quickly !!
This was the first time I came across such matter...
Is terrifying !!!
I want to learn karate to protect myself...
3.
We ride on the 'pirate boat',
something had happened...
I don't know whether it was the right name for the game?!
You know, I lost my money !!!
Damn...my pocket was small + shallow
I think they had flew away when the boat posses high potential energy !!!
My $$ was lost for no reason...sob
4.
Four of ours IC was lost !!
But the person who loss the most is Huai,
because her wallet was missing...
I think is okey at least we didn't get hurt,
and money was external thing after all...
Lol, don't regard me as illegal immigrant yea !!!
However,
it was a nice trip...
We enjoy ourself there !!!
p/s: we self-capture wherever we go...^^
by_bittercoffee ^^
Sorry for I still haven't transfer my photo from my handphone to computer,
so can't share with you guys now...
But I will try to upload it ASAP !
It's quite invest my time you know...
Actually what I want to say was being mentioned by Esthar,
so you may know what was happening....
All the things that happened was out of luck,
I wondered if the day was fall on the evil day !
Maybe I should said that 3 out of 4 persons are symbolizing as goat,
and for your information...
goat and cow would encounter bad luck this year !!
So when we altogether to accumulate the bad luck,
haha...just my noncent perception
1.
Oni and I always fall down when we were walking !
Wakao...and I even extended my leg became '-----'
People walked toward us were jeering at me...I knew about it
Haiz, lose face !!!
2.
At night,
we went to a place....Sxxxxx,
one guy HOLD my hand !!
Oh SHIT, I was shocked and get off his hand quickly !!
This was the first time I came across such matter...
Is terrifying !!!
I want to learn karate to protect myself...
3.
We ride on the 'pirate boat',
something had happened...
I don't know whether it was the right name for the game?!
You know, I lost my money !!!
Damn...my pocket was small + shallow
I think they had flew away when the boat posses high potential energy !!!
My $$ was lost for no reason...sob
4.
Four of ours IC was lost !!
But the person who loss the most is Huai,
because her wallet was missing...
I think is okey at least we didn't get hurt,
and money was external thing after all...
Lol, don't regard me as illegal immigrant yea !!!
However,
it was a nice trip...
We enjoy ourself there !!!
p/s: we self-capture wherever we go...^^
by_bittercoffee ^^
Thursday, May 7, 2009
TIRED !!!
Hey guys,
I just came back from Genting...
2days 1night,
pretty tired !!! =.=
Many funny matters happened there,
but also some upset events....
Would share it with you all guys tommorow !
Looking forward my bombshell tommorow yea....
Don't turn your channel away,
you must be surprised when get it
Gotta sleep now,
GooD NiGhT...
Sweet dreamzZ...
by_bittercoffee ^^
I just came back from Genting...
2days 1night,
pretty tired !!! =.=
Many funny matters happened there,
but also some upset events....
Would share it with you all guys tommorow !
Looking forward my bombshell tommorow yea....
Don't turn your channel away,
you must be surprised when get it
Gotta sleep now,
GooD NiGhT...
Sweet dreamzZ...
by_bittercoffee ^^
Monday, May 4, 2009
Burning
God !!!
Sucking !!!
I told somebody that I would not receive new relationship for now,
he act no rational at all....
And said:
I will regard there is nothing happened until I see you...I'm waiting for you
( I go genting on 6-7th of May, and he want to find me there...God, what should I do??)
Please....I fear this kind of person, fussy and escaped from everything
p/s: but sometimes I act like that =.=lll
and Prince, I'm so sorry, I have no courage...but I still care about you !
Right back to the topic:
Be brave !!! J
I have no a must-reason to start a new relationship with you...ok?!
Just accept the reality...
You would hurt if you love me !
Coz I'm not a good girl to love
by_bittercoffee ^^
Sucking !!!
I told somebody that I would not receive new relationship for now,
he act no rational at all....
And said:
I will regard there is nothing happened until I see you...I'm waiting for you
( I go genting on 6-7th of May, and he want to find me there...God, what should I do??)
Please....I fear this kind of person, fussy and escaped from everything
p/s: but sometimes I act like that =.=lll
and Prince, I'm so sorry, I have no courage...but I still care about you !
Right back to the topic:
Be brave !!! J
I have no a must-reason to start a new relationship with you...ok?!
Just accept the reality...
You would hurt if you love me !
Coz I'm not a good girl to love
by_bittercoffee ^^
Sunday, May 3, 2009
麻醉自己
最近
身边有很多追求者
我并没有狠心的拒绝
也没有要接受的意思
只想留在现有的状态
被人关心着
被人疼爱着
这样麻醉自己
填补空虚的心灵
这是自残的现象吗？
还是我懦弱的反应？
接受一个人
就要对那份感情负责
我没有能力
也没有信心
没必要伤害无辜的人
我不希望那段感情历史重演
在我还没心理准备前
我不会接受新的恋情
我不希望
在我还没来得及爱他前
那段感情已夭折
那
是我今生的遗憾
我从没告诉过任何人
原来我爱他
这秘密
就只有我俩知道
可是
人已不再
情已逝
爱温存
朋友说
不喜欢的就该拒绝
不应让他抱着还有机会的希望
我不晓得？！
被人体贴的关心着
让我感觉不再孤单
那是孤独的慰藉
可是
有时过分的关心
让我感到厌烦！
因为
我希望关心我只是他
我以为我会喜欢他
可是
我的心早已被另一个他所伏掠
他不会是我停泊的港口
我很自私
不喜欢他还留着他
那天还生气跟他说
想跟他出去拍拖走走
我到底是怎么了？
当他是替身吗？
这对他是多么的不公平
自私的女人，唉！
我不过是想让那个他回头看我爱我！
你愿意放弃你的她吗？
其实我早已知道答案.......
by_bittercoffee ^^
身边有很多追求者
我并没有狠心的拒绝
也没有要接受的意思
只想留在现有的状态
被人关心着
被人疼爱着
这样麻醉自己
填补空虚的心灵
这是自残的现象吗？
还是我懦弱的反应？
接受一个人
就要对那份感情负责
我没有能力
也没有信心
没必要伤害无辜的人
我不希望那段感情历史重演
在我还没心理准备前
我不会接受新的恋情
我不希望
在我还没来得及爱他前
那段感情已夭折
那
是我今生的遗憾
我从没告诉过任何人
原来我爱他
这秘密
就只有我俩知道
可是
人已不再
情已逝
爱温存
朋友说
不喜欢的就该拒绝
不应让他抱着还有机会的希望
我不晓得？！
被人体贴的关心着
让我感觉不再孤单
那是孤独的慰藉
可是
有时过分的关心
让我感到厌烦！
因为
我希望关心我只是他
我以为我会喜欢他
可是
我的心早已被另一个他所伏掠
他不会是我停泊的港口
我很自私
不喜欢他还留着他
那天还生气跟他说
想跟他出去拍拖走走
我到底是怎么了？
当他是替身吗？
这对他是多么的不公平
自私的女人，唉！
我不过是想让那个他回头看我爱我！
你愿意放弃你的她吗？
其实我早已知道答案.......
by_bittercoffee ^^
烦！！！
最近有很多事情烦！
到底在烦什么？！
乱糟糟的一团
妈的，到底是怎么回事啊？！
什么跟什么嘛？
Damn shit gov
像乌龟酱 slow motion
Matriculation 上诉的要五月二十二号才知道
可是学生十多号就入学了
JPA 就要等到五月二十一号才知道
都不会想下 Form6 五月十一号就开课了
到时是要我怎样？！
如果这两样都没有
我就完了
唯一的出路
难道就只有 Form6 吗？
彷徨
无助
无奈
憧憬
因为我要读医科
而家庭环境并不允许我读那么贵学费的科系
除非
我拿到奖学金
或是进 Matriculation
或是拿到 jpa
所以家人希望我读 engineering
至少他们供得起
可是
我不想纠缠在 engineer 的世界
我一点都不喜欢
我一点都不兴趣
我一点都不适合
全家都是 engineer
都是 Chemistry 和 Physics
就只有我是例外的
不喜欢这两科
只爱 Biology
而且对其他有兴趣的科系都是超冷门的
就好像我想读关于
红树林或者海洋的 conservation 和 perservation
再不然就是环境工程
这些都是和自然界有关的
我想为我们的地球做些什么
p/s：我是热爱大自然的人
可是这些行业都是冷到南北极的
大人们看到的是未来
他们担心哪个科系的工作几率高？
未来的发展空间如何？
他们看到的是长远的路
而重视的并不是所谓的理想
爸常跟我说
不可以只单单说理想
还要看这市场上是否真的需要？
应该两样条件都并重
年轻的时候总说理想理想
年老了你并不会当理想是一回事
理想能当饭吃吗？
真的是这样吗？
所以
对于刚才提及的科系
是不被允许的！
通往医学系的管道
就只有
Matriculation
JPA
Form 6
如果前两者失败的话
就只有后者了
问题来了
我不想进 Form 6
我怕我读不来
号称世界第二难考的考试
问你怕不怕？
我觉得我是在聪明人群里最笨的那个
所以至于拿 4 flat
我真的没信心！
从小到大
UPSR
PMR
SPM
我都拿全科 A
到 STPM 时是否也会一样？！
总之一句话
烦！！！
我的未来到底是什么？
有谁能告诉我？
到底在烦什么？！
乱糟糟的一团
妈的，到底是怎么回事啊？！
什么跟什么嘛？
Damn shit gov
像乌龟酱 slow motion
Matriculation 上诉的要五月二十二号才知道
可是学生十多号就入学了
JPA 就要等到五月二十一号才知道
都不会想下 Form6 五月十一号就开课了
到时是要我怎样？！
如果这两样都没有
我就完了
唯一的出路
难道就只有 Form6 吗？
彷徨
无助
无奈
憧憬
因为我要读医科
而家庭环境并不允许我读那么贵学费的科系
除非
我拿到奖学金
或是进 Matriculation
或是拿到 jpa
所以家人希望我读 engineering
至少他们供得起
可是
我不想纠缠在 engineer 的世界
我一点都不喜欢
我一点都不兴趣
我一点都不适合
全家都是 engineer
都是 Chemistry 和 Physics
就只有我是例外的
不喜欢这两科
只爱 Biology
而且对其他有兴趣的科系都是超冷门的
就好像我想读关于
红树林或者海洋的 conservation 和 perservation
再不然就是环境工程
这些都是和自然界有关的
我想为我们的地球做些什么
p/s：我是热爱大自然的人
可是这些行业都是冷到南北极的
大人们看到的是未来
他们担心哪个科系的工作几率高？
未来的发展空间如何？
他们看到的是长远的路
而重视的并不是所谓的理想
爸常跟我说
不可以只单单说理想
还要看这市场上是否真的需要？
应该两样条件都并重
年轻的时候总说理想理想
年老了你并不会当理想是一回事
理想能当饭吃吗？
真的是这样吗？
所以
对于刚才提及的科系
是不被允许的！
通往医学系的管道
就只有
Matriculation
JPA
Form 6
如果前两者失败的话
就只有后者了
问题来了
我不想进 Form 6
我怕我读不来
号称世界第二难考的考试
问你怕不怕？
我觉得我是在聪明人群里最笨的那个
所以至于拿 4 flat
我真的没信心！
从小到大
UPSR
PMR
SPM
我都拿全科 A
到 STPM 时是否也会一样？！
总之一句话
烦！！！
我的未来到底是什么？
有谁能告诉我？
I'm standing on the crossroad now, confusing........
by_bittercoffee ^^
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