Pleasant Sunday

Sunday,
a pleasant Sunday I'd passed !

Hahaaa,

go shopping with my family.

Actually the main purpose was to buy my stuff for school opening.

Many many stuff I'd bought,

hundreds+++ spent !!!

Then,

having our dinner at Kimgary.

Hrmm.....

A satisfied dinner we got,

it was tasteful indeed.

p/s: Before that, I dislike to go to Kimgary, because the food there was distasteful. After that night, my perception undergo an U-turn.

Cheese spagetti in twin sauce


Unagi baked rice with double cheeses

Prawn and salmon baked rice with double cheeses

Spain seafood fried rice

Remarks:

The cheese spagetti in twin sauce is unpalatable. The white sauce = sweet corn, its delicious aroma is not reveal completely, tasted quite weak; the red sauce = tomato sauce, the same problem it had, not sour enough. So this dish is totally failed.

I ordered Unagi baked rice with double cheese. It was a delicate dish gave me a good appetite !!! Unagi is undoubtly tender its flesh, yet the particular scent of unagi was permeated in my mouth. The double cheeses mixed by two types of cheese owned a different taste. It was the most successful baked rice I tasted.

Prawn and salmon baked rice with double cheeses had the same comment with what I'd ordered.

As for the Spain seafood fried rice tasted quite nice, is a pretty good idea to be recommended to others.

After full up,
we have a watch of movie -- Transformer II.

Wowww,

a good show !!!

I want to watch it since 23rd of June night ( my birthday ),

but nobody to accompany me and the tickets were all sold out.

So,

my great dad brought us to watch it on Sunday.

I love Transformer....

I also want to buy the black shirt that sales in Petronas,

but really sad -- all were out of stock !!!

Haiz....

It made me really frustrating.

by_bittercoffee ^^

3rd of July

Today was arousing by mom -- your JPA letter arrived jor, wake up...
When I heard the letter, I jumped up from the bed immediately ! Without brush my teeth or wash my face, I was prompting to the living room to take a view of it. Though I'm not so pleased with the course that I'd chosen, but all was the foregone conclusion -- unchangable !!!

Pharmacy wasn't my first choice, but since I knew that I will pursue this in the future, I've made up my mind to concentrate on it.....to accept the consequence of a mistake and try to adapt myself thereto, that's what we call in chinese 将错就错 as mentioned by Chen Aik xg. Maybe....maybe it will be better?! God knows...

Hey friends, I will move to HELP University College in Damansara campus on 3rd of July. Challenges are laying ahead of me, either college life or every day life...come across with different kinds of people and survive under a stiff condition. Henceforward, I have to paddle my own canoe, without mum's maunder, dad's care, friends' accompany; I need to wash my clothes by myself, wake up by myself, get food by myself from somewhere else, manage all the stupid stuff by myself....
p/s: I even don't know how to wash clothes....haiz, just knew to throw all the clothes into the laundry machine instead !

After I read all the booklets and papers given, I found that HELP is not bad also....has easy access to public transportation, postal offices, supermarkets, shopping complexes, banks, restaurant and other public amenities. Besides, from the hostel I could reach the campus within few minutes by walking. Yet, WiFi internet access is available and air-cond, water dispenser, laundry facilities and many other facilities are being prepared well. So, just accept the fate though I dissatisfied, haiz ! I've canceled the part time at Genting due to the hurry date -- have to replenish my formal wardrobe and also commodities.

Well, I'm looking forward on it...

Mood: Sad + wonder + disappointed
Conclusion: I'm not so happy, either world of feeling or study.

by_bittercoffee ^^

Tell me why?

I was crying unexpectedly,
I never think that I will ever cry because of you.
But it did happened !!!

I know it was my fault --
to let you go away...
I don't appreciate you when you was by my side;
afraid to lose you when you are gone...

Why?
Why people always learn to cherish the love one only after when they lose them?
Is suffering,
heart-pain severely....

What we had has come and gone.
I try to hide what I feel inside,
and I turn around,
you're with her now.
I just can't figure it out.....
I can't seem to face the truth,
I'm just a little too not over you...

Everything was coming too sudden,
before I digest or accept it.
I just can't accept it !!!

If I tell you that I love you,
would you come back to me?
I regret everything I said,
I want to get back your heart,
but there is no way to take it all back !!!

Love is gone....

by_bittercoffee ^^

Don't know what to say ?!

I just saw his comment in my older post few days ago.
He said he never hate me instead of care about me,
I'm so happy when get to know this....

But,
I saw the words in his facebook just now,
and also the shoutout in his friendster.
I was depressed in odd...
No mood + sad completely !!!
Just like a leaking balloon,
I'm frustating.....

I'd like to ask him what had happened,
but I don't have the courage to ask him about all this....
So I assumed the wounds I made on him before as an excuse:
he doesn't has a MUST-reason to love me or to wait me !!!

I was wearing yellow stocking -- jealous !!!
The vinegar smell permeated the surrounding air.
I just realized that actually he carried weight in my heart....

p/s: specially for my prince.

by_bittercoffee ^^

Birthday To Myself

23.06.2009

Yep,
is my 18years old birthday.

Received many wish messages from friends,

my phone was ringing unstopped,

till my phone's message memory was full...

The first surprised I got was at about 1.00am.

JH came my house and called me out,

then KL was all of a moment jumped out from one side,

his hands were holding something...

Eager to know what it is?

Kakaaa,

it was ice-cream...vanilla flavour !!!

I ate it though I'm not really love it,

indicated that I appreciated their intention...

3 persons ate up the whole box of ice-cream !!!

They bought the candles that will rekindle when I blow it...

The candles eventually gave up and die out only after I blew it for so many times !!!

I think the surface of ice-cream was full of my saliva.

Ngek ngek ngek....

Then deep in the night,

someone called me...

We chat for quite a long time,

till 3.00am if I don't get wrong.

Is a warm called....

We appointed to singk at Greenbox by 3.00pm,

because I can get the privilege out of any charge.

On the way to JJ,

sampat Hui Ngor asked me to close my eyes.

Haiyo,

of course I know what you all want to do larr...

But I'm really very happy when I get my present !!!

Is touched...

The birthday card and I received and also the snow white polar bear.

Thanks to all of you ya,

love you all, dear friends....muackksx.

Next surprised come to Greenbox.

All of them get out and only left Esthar with me.

I knew there will be another pleasantly surprise,

but I don't know what is it.

They came back with a birthday cake and a bottle of champagne.

I love the cake though it was distasteful,

it been DIY by themself !!!

Actually I appreciated their kindly feelings to DIY the cake,

is great !

p/s: Allow me to use the phrase from Kim: it is hard to pretend that I know nothing when you all is doing something !!!

That's all for my 2009 birthday.

Quite happy but there is also some unhappiness....

However,

just be happy !!!

by_bittercoffee ^^

Genting again..

Yep,
I went back to Genting again for part time.
I didn't work for 4 days anymore...
Due to lazy-ness.
so it just 3 days (Fri, Sat, Sun),
but I stay there till Monday because I worked till 6pm on Sunday !

Nervous and frighten in the early period,
because I didn't get in touch with roulette things for a month or two...
But as I entered the cluster and took over the dealer on the first day,
my hands were automatically know what to do the next for dealing.

Pick up the chips in the chipper champ,
check the layout,
spin ball,
ring the bell,
do the cross-hand sign for more more bet,
put the marker on the winning number,
announce the winning number,
collect all the losing bets,
sweep them into chipper champ,
arrange the winning bets,
do the correct payment.

Haha,
seems very easy right?!
So just take it easy everything !!!

I didn't sleep on Sunday night,
more correctly is I only slept at 5am and woke up at 8am.
I'm not intended not to sleep,
but I didn't dare to sleep...
Why???
Because the room left another girl and I,
and the girl went to Safari and only came back at 5.15am.

So I also find myself some programmes to excuse not to sleep.
Someone accompanied me to eat at 1st World,
Taiwan cuisine...
I ordered the Taiwan Beef don't know what Rice.
I ate it before with aunt and cousin,
quite good in taste...
Then walked around 1st World,
quite boring...
So he brought me to see and passed by each casino entrance:
Hollywood,
Monte Carlo 1,
Monte Carlo 3,
Circus Palace,
Elite,
VIP.

Then went to watch movie:
Terminator Salvation.
I found myself somewhat out-of-date,
because that movie was no more new.

After that we went back and Joseph accompanied me till 5am.
Walked around,
yumcha,
walked around,
took his supper. (or maybe breakfast??!)

Idling away every second, every minute and every hour.
Bored...

Genting may become my 2nd home,
I'm coming again this Friday...

by_bittercoffee ^^

Tg. Sepat

There was a xueji camp at Tg. Sepat couple days ago, concerning to help or service the villagers.
I think it was a very good experience for the city dweller. They walked house by house to asked them for permission to clean their house... Either sweep the floor or sweep the dried leaves, either wipe the windows or clean up the ditch. And walked under the eye of heaven...
Damned hot !!!
But we are special, we got umbrella and were driving, lol...coz we are their senior !!!

We ate the famed seafood bah kut teh there. Err...not really astonishingly delicious, only special for its name (seafood) I think. It even uncomparable with the pork bah kut teh !!!

Then, we also bought the well-known Pao there... Thanks to the boss, he offered us 120 Paos !! Cool... xD. There are 6 types of Paos, but I only ate one -- vegetable Pao. They said the Preserved Vegetable ( mui choi) Pao is tasteful...but I can't taste it though I have a chance to buy it before I went back ! Comment: Only a little shy palatable than the common pao. It worth one and half star more than the ordinary pao !

The one that I want to recommend was the roasted fish >> ''Ah Fu Shao Yu''. Outstanding roasted fish I ever ate, because my hometown's roasted fish only sting-ray with piquancy sauce !!! You should try the roasted fish there if you go there, is worthy...believe me !!!

p/s: This post may categoried as a food article...hahaha

Yea...I love to eat indeed !!! Just let it be...lol

by_bittercoffee ^^

Sad

Scolded by daddy....

'' Online and watch episode all the time, never see you read books. ''
'' When you wanna work part time at Genting? ''
'' Everyday online till deep in the night, your lifestyle even reverse now !! ''
'' Never control yourself.... ''
'' Go out everyday and only come back after 12.00am. ''

And many many more..........
I know you blamed me for my own good,
but please don't worry me,
I know what I'm doing.....

I thought you will understand me,
just because you are my dad...
But the fact doesn't seems right...

YOU DON'T KNOW ME !!!

I thought you will know me very well...
My dream to be a doctor will never been given up,
I just love it too much !!!
I will make endeavour to achieve my goal...
So,
you no need to worry that I will neglect my study !!!

Sorry but also thanks...daddy

by_bittercoffee ^^

Tagged by Lonely Boy

1.Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to be kissed?
Haha, why I want to tell you? Keep secret...

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Don't want to wake up...felt sleepy !!!

3. Who was the last person you took a photo with?
My best friends...

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Hrmm...don't know?!

5. Will you ever donate blood?
No, but I want to donate !!! But..please wait if I gain weight, haha

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Of course...everyone did

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
I'm kind-hearted larr please....

8. What does your last text msg say?
I love you....
p/s: Just believe it if you believe...wakkaka

9. What are you thinking of right now?
Why all of these questions so lame?!

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Yeah..I do

11. What time did you go to bed last night?
Around 3.00am

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
Tee is something related with golf ?! I never play it...

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
Yes...

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
Forgot jor...

Ten lucky people to do this quiz:
1. Mushroom
2. Ah Joy
3. Esthar
4. Vivian
5. Crystal
6. Jing Huai
7. Apoo
8. Mossie
9. Zheng Zheng
10. Rose

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
Best friend...

16. Is no.3 a male or female?
Female

17. If no.7 and no.1 got together, would it be good?
Impossible, they even don't know each other...

18. What is no.1 studying about?
Science stream previous, now is art stream...

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
Who you meant by THEM?

20. Is no.4 single?
No...If I don't get wrong

21. Say something about no.2.
I hate her sometimes...but she is lovable sometimes too !!! An important person to me...

22. What do you think about no.3 and no.6 being together?
Kakakaaa...Impossible, all of us are best friends, only if they are playing lesbian

23. Describe no.9.
A sampat + funny ji mui...

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?
They will not fight larr, don't think too much !!

25. Do you like no.8?
Yea...quite loh, haha

by_bittercoffee ^^

I'm sorry...dear

Those days,
gloomy day again within me !!
Everything I saw was in black and white,
neither colour nor happiness
I'd countered....
No reasons come up to my mind.

Maybe,
it is due to the scene of the episode I'd watched?!
Wondering....
I realised that I missed the past in fact,
the part that I thought memorable.
Sweet-est in my mind,
chilly wether and warm hug....

But,
he seems to escape from me....
I knew it by no reason ?!
Hmm.m,
this would be good...maybe
Who knows?!
I supposed to get this,
I'm just too bad,
to hurt him !!!

I would rather hurt myself,
than to ever make you cry...
If there is another chance,
I will not hurt you agian !!!

I'm so sorry...dear !

by_bittercoffee ^^

>>>NewS

Hey buddy....
I will go to HELP soon,
for foundation in pharmacy,
but which branch would go for haven't known yet....
If I get CGPA 3.33 or above,
I can continue my study in IMU for degree.
And,
I'd already surf the website of HELP,
it remained August intake left...
Hmm.m,
I think maybe I'm one of it?!

That day I called JPA,
an officer received my call and asked me to call another officer in charge.
So I followed their way --
I called the appointed officer.
Nobody picked up my call....
No matter how many calls I'd called,
Du Du....Du Du....Du Du....
I'm boiling with rage !!!
How come their services so soooo disappointing?!
=.=lll

Afterward,
I got another extension number of JPA.
Finally I got a respond and knew what college or university I would pursue my study....
However,
I need to wait for the damned offered letter !!

Friends around me always ask me these questions:
When you go to study?
Where you go?
What course you take?
Kakakaka,
so I answered here once to get rid your doubt....

Wish me luck ya...

by_bittercoffee ^^

Tired

Yesterday just came back from Mantin,
a place of Negeri Sembilan,
it took only 10 minutes to Seremban....

There was a 全国营 held by 森州学记
I met someone that I saw HIS reflection within him.
Wakaka,
that guy looked quite cute and straightforward.
He gave me the sense of familiar in my first glance,
his smile is so sweet and cordial...
Named Edward !!!

Of course,
we didn't missed the chance to buy the well-known Siew Pao at Seremban.
Astonishingly,
we'd bought over hundred Siew Paos at 亚洲烧包
Hmm.m,
it tasted fairly palatable.....

Yet,
we also ate the noodles with sirloin at Seremban morning market that was recommended by Mossie,
it is dried noodles but not soup noodles,
rather special I ever ate......
But there was also little shy of insufficiency....

Opps,
I also experienced something excitingly games:
jumped out from 1 storey high,
climbed up to 1 storey by using extremely thick hemp rope....
These games I never try before,
though they are merely so-so.
I could imagine the feeling of people who suicide by jumping out from high,
it need great courages indeed....
And there is a also a BOMBSHELL:
Chin Hor also jumped for it !!!
Become everyone's focus point.....

I was pretty tired,
though we only go there for 2days 1night,
because we were awaked by 8am....
Couldn't continued to sleep due to the tiresome noise !!!
This made us lack of energy in the returned trip.

by_bittercoffee ^^

=.=lll

Yesterday,
I laid on the bed...
Suddenly my phone was ringing,
was my friend dear Joy,
she asked me to go to Astro.
As I was too bored stay at home,
so I said YES to her...

Though I didn't know go there for what,
I promised her and KL....
When I reached there,
I still didn't know what competition or any performance there?!

Actually,
we went there for recording ASQ
p/s: What is that ???!

Haiz....
we hungry over 12h,
stomach was flaten entirely !!!
I just knew that I was slimy...
=.=lll

The main purpose we went for is Joy's friends' competition,
but we also regarded as the audience of another competition --
新秀大赛
The record invested around 4h...
As you know,
we were SITTING on the FLOOR.
Damn it !!!

The competition is 创作大赛
Team named AQUILA...
Woww,
I loved the song that made by AQUILA much.....
And they successfully to got in to final,
I think they are the most geng team that can get Champion!!!

There was another PK competition,
wakaka,
we saw the champion of 2005-2008 新秀
Happy.ing

Back home around 4.00am,
but I didn't felt sleepy at all...
This was a big problem,
I think I should change my lifestyle.
Hope I can do it !!!

by_bittercoffee ^^

久别了......

昨天刚从育才华小回来
丝毫没有累的感觉
以往参加 camp 都是拖着疲惫的身躯回家
现在
我们已为人的学哥学姐了
去“亲亲我的宝贝”当个探班儿
说明是探班
当然不用出劳出力
都是走走看看吃吃睡睡聊聊
别人比太阳还早起身
我们却睡到十一二点
哇咔咔咔

我们唯一的烦恼就是：
等下去哪里吃？
吃什么？
全程都在烦这问题
我们去了很多国家呢
美国（McDonald）
香港（新旺角）
台湾（趣台北）
三大种族的马来西亚（为食街）

一到育才
Ricky 就被我们三个拉去了 1U
31 号吃 Baskin Robin
还看了场电影
皮包见底
口袋破洞了

第二天
我们到草场拍照取景去噜
又跑又跳的
弄得满身大汗

都在欢笑中度过
嘻嘻哈哈
好久没试过这样了
真的好开心

p/s：期待下乡和全国营

by_bittercoffee ^^

另一个梦想

在学记队里
有很多人对摄影感兴趣
看他们手里拿着一架架黑黑大大块的东西时
心里很羡慕
很想拥有属于自己的一架
可是价钱不菲
都是过千的
现在的我
实在没有能力给自己这样一个昂贵的礼物
看来要等几年后
所以
暂时不得不把它放在未实践的计划里

终于
我终于有机会亲手握着那个黑色大大块的东东拍照
两天里用过了 Sony, Nikon, Canon
兴奋不已
开始时
连握姿都不会的我
就想要学摄影技巧
还扮得好像很专业酱
在那边左拍右拍的
哇哈哈哈
他们教了我一些关于摄影的技巧
获益不浅
开心ing
高兴ing
兴奋ing
Happy ing

梦想
我梦想着有一天
能拿着那种相机到世界各国
去拍摄能感动人的民生照片
说不定还可以像败犬女王里的宋允浩那样
拍出高素质的照片
变成出名的摄影师
我就想那样
以照片来让大家关注世界各角落需要帮助的人民
改变他人的命运

你觉得天真吗？
就是因为天真才有实践的价值

by_bittercoffee ^^